Today entry is about my future plan , loves and my dream place .

Let me talk about love .

Love can be fun and hurting when you hold a loving relationship and u need to care about the other party .
U get to hug , kiss , being mushy and etc somehow like the cuddleness but u didn't think of the sour part where it comes to breaking up .
All I have been through and I don't want it for the second time and sometimes when I am lonely I keep thinking of having a special companion or a gf by my side .
When you are single , u want a gf
When you have a gf , u miss of being single . Currently I miss having a gf and I keep having crushes on various girls and sometimes I want them to be my gf instead . But hey Love is not a force . as for now I got a crush on 1 girl and I don't want to name who I got crushed with and only 1 person know who is she and neither I want to tell her name and the other person name . I want to confess to her saying I like her but I don't think is the right time for us to have a loving relationship and let be friend instead . I agree this line "Friendship do last longer instead "
I promised to everyone even my mum that let me concentrate of finishing my N level first and then I will think of love and holding a relationship but as for now I am really lost and I keep having crushes on cute girls all I can say . Being single is actually fun no restrictions and there's freedom but when you are lonely or what u got no one to talk to .
Hafiy , can you wake up and this is not a fantasy . Forget about love and concentrate on studies .
Somehow i felt jealous if I were to see a loving couple at town or what . Sometimes I wish that 1 day I get to bring the lucky girl to somewhere romantic . Haha . I think I shall stick to my promise and stop thinking about love and just concentrate on my N and I promise next year I will do my very best in each of my subject test and my exam and less mixing of bad company and study often .

Let me talk about future plan instead .

Hmm Future plans and parents want to know what I want when I grow up and I told them and let me share to my blog readers then .
Next year I will be sitting for my N level exam and I promise that I don't want to have a girlfriend in my life next year or maybe a close friend instead like how me and various other girls now . I want to get good grades for my N level exam and after N level exam I will rush and find work for temporary while waiting for my results and if my results is good . I want to have a nursing as my ITE course and I will continue my ncc life as a CLT and that definitely is a must .
The reason why I choose Nursing because the pay is high when I work later on and my dream to be a doctor for the childrens and babies . And who knows I may be the next famous handsome doctor . Haha . I love childrens and babies that why I want to be and nurse and then study again to be a doctor . I like cute stuff anyway .
my ambition is to be doctor just for childrens and babies no other thing and parent will support me from behind .
by then I can have my own modified subaru car .

Let mi talk about my dream place for now

Obviously it is Japan . the reason of me wanting to go there because of the clothes and their stuff is almost original and u get to see various fashion and I get to eat sushi 24/7 .
and that the place if u want to get for a game console because that the place they make all game consoles .


MIGHT BE LONG AND RUBBISH BUT I REALLY GOT NOTHING TO POST . TAKE YOUR TIME TO READ BECAUSE I AM REALLY GOOD MOOD TO SHARE MY OWN STORIES FOR NOW . HAHA SO GRAB THE CHANCE AND ITS RANDOM I GUESS :D