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Happy Valentines Day To Everybody

shall post a brief summary on what I did for today .
basically was sleeping till i woke up at 1.30pm that is what you got for sleeping at 2am last night.
received tones of valentines day sms wishes but hack care don't bother to even reply them and say thank you.
used the comp for a while and helped mum to shower Sheera and after that dried her up . she scared of the hairdryer ): .
got changed then met djalil , farhan , aslam at CCK interchange . accompanied aslam to peninsula as his guitar got something wrong so why not yeah been ages since i last step there .
saw Kak Fatihah in the bus and i freaking miss her luh :(
had lunch at KFC ; Funan IT Mall and walked around at Peninsula after sending his guitar for service.
surveying for shoes too and thought of dropping by Interstate a.k.a Skateshop but it was closed and drop down Spitfire though its freaking squeezy afterthat they decided to drop down Orchard to accompany Fhadly to survey for his shoes too .
last we decided to slack for a while at Skate Park and train back home and Djalil treat me Chocolate Sundae . Thanks dude :DD

Trying to let things out

i am so so freaking jealous when I see sweet couples walking around at Orchard just now .
some even bought roses to give it to their girlfriend. how i wish it is me celebrating together with my love ones?

let me be the one to hold your hands and walk beside the seaside.
let me be the one to make you happy when you're sad
let me be the one to be there for you when you need a shoulders to lie on
let me be the one to be there for you when you in nee
let me be the one to protect you everytime.
let me be the one to cuddle you
let me be the one for you to pour out everything and release your anger to me
let me be the one to sacrifice everything for you
let me be the one to LOVE you

I AM WAITING FOR THE RIGHT GIRL

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it seems that i seriously cant shine up well in ITE life . ITE life seriously a new environment to me and to tell you the truth I got no interest in CPT. Just that I have the interest in pharmaceuticals that make me stay put here . I don't understand the concept for practical and to tell everyone there different type of people outta there.

Fast learner , Average Learner , Slow Learner.

I do admit I'm a slow learner becaue to me is a new thing such like those valves , blind and etc . I never experience this stuff before in my entire life . Mr Ng called up register number 20 , he didn't pick me just that its random number . And I noticed that register number 20 is me so I did the blind thingy together with 1 girl . I was very blur and don't know how exactly to open that.*scratches head*

Many voices as in keep shouting to do this and that and even laugh at me over my blurness. I was furious too because the other girl really didn't help me just stand there doing nothing and help abit . I was like KNS . I hate the chinese they bunch of NATOS . No action talk only , not even a single soul came to my aid. Just order only.

Secondly I was doing the figure 8 blind together with Suhaila and I followed everything she told me because I have the trust on her . So I changed to close position instead to open position and then class end keep everything and Mr Ng noticed that the blind should be placed to open and he came look for me . This is how our conversation .

Mr Ng ; Seriously I ask you are you still interested in CPT course?

Me ; If I'm not interest in CPT course, I'll definitely won't waste my time coming to school to attend CPT lesson just that I have the interest on pharmaceuticals that is why I'm here
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Mr Ng ; but seriously do you understand what I'm trying to explain and teach on how the thing it works and such?

Me ; yes I do but a bit a bit and I need more practice.

Mr Ng ; or else I need to call your parents up about your conduct.

Me ; Ah..........Don't know up to you (almost want to say u can call them go ahead)

Mr Ng ; (point at the blind) do you know that you did is wrong?

Me ; oh really i didn't noticed that just that i followed her orders because we did together and I have the trust on her too.

Mr Ng ; where do you put your brain? at the backside?

(suhaila came and talked to him)

Suhaila ; can you give him a chance? people tend to make mistake and somemore we did together so both of us are in the wrong.

I was fuckingly angry and sad to get criticize by my teacher infront of many friends.
Where my fucking pride and reputation? It has been tarnished .
Damn it I seriously hate some teachers who born to be stereotype over ITE students .
They just fuckingly won't motivate the students to do well in future but instead they talk bad and criticize students .
I seriously got no respect for him for now in case if he find fault with me its time for him to know my true colours like how my sec school teachers know me. Almost wanted to spit out vulgarities to him but I managed to calm myself.
For now its time to prove the teachers wrong .

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Should I get either

NIKE AIRMAX

OR

NEW BALANCE SHOES ?

AM CONFUSED RIGHT NOW