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ADRIFTING APART ?

i miss those times when we are both together get so close after knowing u when i was sec 2 and not long after we became godbro/godsis .
both of us shared problems to one another and listen to each other problems. i remembered that u were there consoling me after i broke up with my gf donkey years ago. you sacrificed your cca time in order to make sure i am happy with a smile and at times i will be there for you when you are down and such. we mug hard together for our major exams you had your o's and i had my n's at the same time and i remembered we had a study date together and i asked u random stupid pointless question to u "Will we be lost contact in the future after we go on our separate ways and I'm afraid that will be happen?" . I forget how your answer will be like but I remembered u told me That won't happen to us seriously .

i don't know its been ages since we last contacted each other .
i remembered i sms u saying that i dreamt about and you told me that you are doing fine. <- that was like months ago i remembered i asked u how well u did for your o's ? and you told me screwed up big time and i'm there to cheer u up and look on brighter side of life and after that i see disappear . I thought we already plan to have a group outing with me , eleanor , roy and you to the zoo but i was shocked to see your facebook pictures you already went there with your friends . I was speechless because you didn't tell us . But nevertheless i couldn't care less about it and I'm fine with it. I wanted to ask you during my 3 weeks break and have a good talk but I'm afraid totally afraid that its the truth we already lost contact until I sms you few days ago and one of your friend replied me using her number saying "Who is this and such and tell her my real name in order to sms" I follow what she said I sms you . You didn't reply me not a single thing . where are you right now ? why are u far away from me nowadays? I miss you now ;D

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