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one word to describe for me this few days

LOST

okay first thing first thanks to both mummy and daddy for getting the stuff which I want it badly since last time . i gotten a new backpack because my black bag is almost gonna tear off soon and secondly i gotten a new vans shoes as my white slip on shoes is tearing soon .
well what to do ;( Those two stuff have been together with me for almost 2 years and its time to get a new one .

i don't know why mum behaving so randomly for the past few days .

Scene 1

i was waiting for the guy to take up my shoe size and I was browsing some skateboard and hold and see the price and it totally costly $100 over for just a deck and this is how our conversation .

(afiyy holds the deck and see the quality of it)

mum ; do you want it i buy it for you?

(afiyy giving those puzzle look)

afiyy ; ermmm not now lah and somemore its costly . yes i do need a new skateboard but see around first

mum ; okay then some other time then

Scene 2

was window shopping and I went to topman shop and saw this offer and I asked mum about this

mum ; do you want it i buy for you ?

afiyy ; errmmm don't want lah topman shirt quality so lousy and so soft .

afiyy ; i rather go quiksilver then .

mum ; okay which one you choose i buy for you ?

(afiyy went to the shop and search for his liking)

afiyy ; nah forget it all not to my liking either and thanks for the offer mum ;D

No matter what ever happen I still appreciates whats both my parents gave to me . I love them deep deep , can ? ;D

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Speaking about the word LOST . Yes I admit I'm totally lost this few days and I've been asking around for people recommendation and advice . Even I ask my Uncle too . Well title me as KIASU or TALK BIG but I really don't care . Its better for me to plan my study path right now before its too late .
I'm trying my best to make it into POLY despite the fact that I easily get influence with my friends and not serious in studies at times . What the hell am I doing in class? I'm playful yes I admit it and I think its time for me to change and at times I do pay attention . I tried so hard and its take times and I didn't know 2 teachers really have the high hopes on me . BLAH ! i don't know what will be their reaction when I turned them down. GRRR !!!!

But what if I'm not eligible to make it to POLY ?

Is higher nitec really a good choice for me ? No to tell you the truth I don't want to waste my time and I do agree that you have extra skills on your hand but its very long route but that is totally not in mindset and waste of my time .

Private diploma ? Part time diploma ?
Gosh ! Each of them have their PROS AND CONS .

ITE NITEC -> ITE HIGHER NITEC -> NS -> POLY
ITE NITEC -> POLY -> NS
ITE NITEC -> NS -> PART TIME DIPLOMA
ITE NITEC -> PRIVATE DIPLOMA -> NS

Currently in my mind is choice number 2 , 3 and 4 . Seriously I am lost

I really had a good ten mins talk with Ms Tham over this but she was glad that I getting much improver as days goes by and have those "WANT TO LEARN" attitude .

How I wish if Mr Shashi were to be beside where I could pour everything and share everything to him and have good advice from him as he know my weakness and strengths for the past 4 years

Yes you can mix with them but when it comes to studies its all you alone and your friends won't be there for you. You are doing for your own future not others <--- a best line which mum created for me

If others can make it and I see why you can't . Its all up to you whether you want to put alot of effort or don't want as long you don't regret after what you've done . <-- usual line from dad when it comes to studies

there is no short cut way to success and with hard and patience insya allah you can make it <--- uncle advice me

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Ratings ; 5 / 5

Comments and Critiques ; one hell funny movie . i seriously can't bear those stupidity act they did at vegas and i almost burst onto laughters every min .
a must watch man

Ratings ; 5/5

Comments and critiques ; touching , romantic , funny, more to religion and sad . eventually one of the best malay movie which i've ever watch .
the feeling of me of repenting is there after i watch this but i'm doing it slowly right now . ;D

Ratings ; 2/5

Comments and critiques ; well it is not scary at all and its very slow as in the storyline and i could count how many times both the main actors hugging each other .
i rather watch Jangan Pandang Belakang rather then this . its totally a big great dissapointment

OH BABY I'VE FINISHED ALL MY RIG DRAWING INCLUDING THE HUGE RIG AT THE PO1 LAB .

HAPPY MAN ;D

off for PTQA report
toodles